It's been a long time since I spoke to you the last time,it was August 5th,2007 and today it's January 10th,2008.It's my birthday today and to tell you the truth I did not expect you to wish me although I wished you would,and you did.We've been through a lot,together and seperately, and I know all the pain I must have put you through.It's been a long time,friend,and life goes on.Pain goes away,numbness goes away,new things replace old ones,permanancy always replaces the temporary,and so,today our lives are separate and it is a decision I will always respect,if only there was a way for me to know that you are happy.I know Im crazy sometimes,I am wierd sometimes but everything that I did to you,all that was never meant to happen;but the fact is that those things did happen and now I can do nothing about them.I have known you well enough to know that you can take care of yourself and I do believe that one day you will make everyone around you very proud.I just wish that we could still be together,but don't worry.Im not going to drag you back to a place you don't belong,to a place you don't want to be in.It's just that hearing your voice after such a long time did things to me I cannot describe.If only I could ask for what I want for my birthday,but on second thought you already gave me the present I could only have dreamt of.You wished me.
I hope one day life will give me the chance to repay you for whatever you have done for me.Thank you for being there all this while.Remember when I had told you that you are the best thing that had ever happened to me?I still believe in that.Anyway,I guess I should be going now,and though odds are that you will never read this,let me tell you that though today I am far away from you,though I have tried my best to let go of all of the memories which are so dear to me,you will always be there in my heart,somewhere, hidden behind closed doors of innocence and if any day you feel you need me for anything,do not hesitate to call me.For you I wil never be too far away.Take care :-)
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belated happy birthday! i do wish that she would read this...
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