A glass painting

This is a piece done on glass.I don't usually like the flowery stuff but the picture looks quite vibrant and the texture on the flowers came out to be quite satisfactory.The flash on the camera makes the picture look a bit too shiny,but trust me,the real thing is better than what it appears to be over here.Let me know how you rate it.

Done in charcoal

Finally,after God knows how many days I have managed to pull off a picture satisfactorily.The picture ended up quite well in the end and so I thought that I'd put it up here.It's done in charcoal and it is the first time I did something entirely in charcoal,the primary reason for this being that I didn't have any paint or even a pencil to draw with.It would be nice to know what people think about it.From now on I guess I will be putting up a lot more paintings,so watch out for my next picture.

End of a journey

Im not sure how many people read my blog and frankly I dont really care,though I do ocassionally ask a few special people to see what I have written.
Anyway,what I really have to say is this-I am tired of crying,I am tired of begging,I am tired of my thoughts,and all these for someone I know doesnt care about these things.Yeah,I know,I know,you'll tell me she did love me a lot and it was me who broke her heart,it was me who broke her trust.........I know all of that,and believe me Im burdened with a lot of guilt.Did I not love her?I dont need to make people believe that,she knew and that is all that mattered to me,but now things are different.I had the doors shut on my face,I was told to leave,I was told not to call,and I obeyed.I let go of the most precious possesion I had and Im still reeling from the aftereffects.I still can't sleep at nights unless Im dead tired and even then my dreams haunt me.I still love her but she doesn't have to know.This is the last time I refer to her or our memories.It is a promise.............a promise to myself............a promise I have to honour for my own sake.I want to live,man.I have suffered enough for what I have done but today Im not prepared to carry this load anymore.Its the end of a journey,its the end of a path from where a new person will emerge,a person who has a lot to look forward to in life.That's all.