Life began with so much joy all around that it was difficult to take in all the happiness all at once.There was so much to look forward to,so many expectations.........so many unfulfilled dreams.At one point of time,what had held so much promise,is today,nothing more than the mangled remains of a life that could have been.
Childhood had been so sweet,it was all butterflies and blue skies draped in all the beautiful shades that adorn the western sky at dusk.It was a time of growing up,where one didn't have any expectations,the joy of life itself was an amazing inspiration to live for.Small insignificant little things abounded in laughter,there was music everywhere and a strange sort of warmth resided in the heart and it had promised never to leave.It was only natural,then to look forward to years and years of such unbounded happiness.
It is unfortunate that in the process of going forward the present is often ignored.So it was,that what began as the reason to live,now has to be confided to the trashbin of memory only because it is impossible to wipe out the memories of the best years of one's life.
Indeed,life has to go on inspite of all odds,but this feeling of incompleteness will perhaps linger on forever.
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I dont believe in 'forever'... the concept to me seems so utterly flawed that i stopped relying on it..
And from there exactly that i derive my life force today... yes, i do admit to myself that my momentous of days shall come to an end and oh yes, i do sulk about it somewhere deep down, but i also tell myself that the darkness shall also not prevail...
This however is not to say that all my memories are hogwash... Oh no... they are all treasured... but no longer dwelled upon... and thus i derive my life force... a new me every day.. who knos how to keep smiling....
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